At the Dark Den, we have a Mistress there, who is referred to as “Double Trouble”. Recently, she bought a slave at one of our auctions. The slave, who had been kidnapped just weeks before her wedding, was a virgin. The poor thing has this idea in her head that she will someday resume her normal life. She doesn’t realize, that what she is living now is the new “normal life” for her.

Ok, so lately, I’ve been hanging out a lot at the Dark Den. It’s an ultra-cool kidnap, rape, salvery RP sim. But, I will add with emphasis that it is not a Gor sim. I don’t really know what Gor is, I’ve never read any of the books. I keep meaning to pick one up, but never seem to actually do it.

Today, I got into a battle of daggers with a wench. She was not just a wench, but I could tell by her looks (and reputation) that she was a slutty wench to boot. Of course I defeated her. As she lay on the ground I chuckled to myself, her barely clothed body lay there, unconscious and utterly delectable. I grabbed some rope and bound her legs and feet, then attached a rope leash to her. My original intent was to try and sell her off. I could use a few lindens, and I thought with her unconscious, I could find some sap to pay for her. Unfortunately, the only ones around at the time were a couple of naked house slaves. And they just don’t have the kind of cash I was looking for.

Sometimes I get the feeling that I’m not quite sure what the hell it is I’m doing…like I’ve gotten myself in over my head. But, that I am observant, and a quick study, usually helps, and makes those times fairly short-lived.
I talked before about ‘The Three’. The three men I was sort-of kind-of in a relationship with. Well, those are kind of falling by the wayside – at least two of them anyway, I still keep my cute and adorable pet boy. My fault completely. See, I’ve found a couple of new playthings. I wasn’t looking for any, but I happened upon them, and things just kind of clicked in place. Like fate..or karma or whatever.

Ok, so right now, I basically have three relationships going on. To distinguish them, I’ll call the D, R and S. D is a dominant man. He isn’t brutal, and he isn’t violent. He reminds me of the Masters in “The Story of O”. My pleasure seems to be as important to him as his pleasure. I would not call him my “Master” because I do not belong to him, and he has not asked me to belong to him. He is strict, and metes out punishment with harsh severity, but he doesn’t just beat me. He places me in devices and positions which are painful, and stretch and contort my body in ways that cause my muscles to cramp and extreme pain to be experienced.

R is just a regular guy. Well, sort of. He has ears and a tail, but otherwise regular. His i my regular relationship. We just sit and talk, and fuck like wild monkeys. But it isn’t anything ‘out of the ordinary’ so to speak. No domination, no submission. He loves to eat me. And I love the way he eats my pussy, tickling my clit with his tongue. Mmmmhhh I get wet just thinking about it. He is very loving, and very kind and very generous with his affections and attentions. I love just hanging out with him, and having him sex me up.

As I was looking for someone to thoroughly and completely abuse and humiliate me, I popped into the Heaven & Hell BDSM site. This place is great, a bit laggy, but they have a full range of awesome stuff. The only problem is that I almost never see anyone around there.  But today I was kind of lucky. Ok, first, a bit about the place if you haven’t been there. They have a huge area with several different rooms. And when I say rooms, I really mean areas about the size of a high school gymnasium (relatively speaking of course). There is one for Bondage, one for Torture, a Prison, a Room of Beds for loving, a Dolcette Room (for eating), a Bathroom for…er…bathrooming (not that there is anything wrong with that) and I think a couple of others that I can’t quite remember what they are at this particular moment.

They also have a maze down underneath it all for capture role playing. There is an entire Sim in SL dedicated to this, it is called CARP. I spent some time there early on, but it was extremely laggy, and the games just didn’t seem to suit me. The idea was you would go into the maze and people would chase you. When they caught you, you would have to remove an article of clothing. So when you are completely naked, I guess you loose. Big whoop. The maze at Heaven & Hell is run different. The rules are, you go down into the maze, you are chased, captured and then the captor does whatever the hell he wants with you. Much more my kind of maze. Sad thing is, there is almost never anyone there.

 

I was bored and popped into Bondage Sex Dungeon (between the time I experience this, and now, the location has closed down ) to see what was going on. The place is usually pretty busy, but I have to admit, mostly with n00bs. But they have a thing there called “The Real Slut: A Living Breathing Sex Doll.” It works like this, you get into it, and it shrink wraps you and puts you on display. Others can come by and kind of ‘try’ the merchandise. They can stick their fist in you, fondle your tits, or have your pussy probed. The device gives you a “brain implant” and when someone buys you, they have the controller, and can control what you do.

I had seen them around, but never actually used it, and I thought since I was mostly bored, I’d give it a try, so I got into one and put myself on display and for sale. I didn’t know it at the time, but when someone buys you, you get L$100. I don’t know how much it costs to buy someone though, maybe I’ll try it sometime and if I do, I’ll let you all know.

Anyway, this guy came up and was playing with the display. Oh, and this guy was a sight! He was tall, and broad and dark. He was wearing a suit, and leather arm bands! Oh, he looked so hot!

He reached up and groped my soft breasts. I moaned softly, feeling my nipples grow hard. He roughly squeezed my tits and seemed almost disappointed.

Every now and again I run into this girl. She is a sub, but switches for me. It makes me feel good that she would want to do this for me. I haven’t seen her in ages though. Sometimes I wonder what happened to the people I have had interactions with, and whom I enjoy such interactions. Then they just are not there any longer. Part of it could be me. I have to admit that I haven’t been in-world. Anyway, here is a picture of me as she bound and gagged me good and tight. And then just left. Now, anytime I wear those cuffs, I am bound in that position. I love it!

He came back, finally, after what seems like forever being gone. The monster who brutally raped and impregnated me. He started of snide and arrogant and hurtful as usual.

“Well hello, darling mother of my child” he said.

“Hello Sir” I replied.

“Looks like my little bitch breeder is more respectful today.”

What could I do? I knew my fate and I had to accept it. Unless I wanted my baby to die, or both of us to die. “Yes Sir, I have accepted my fate, but that doesn’t mean I have to like it,” I said.

He shrugged mockingly “Well, I guess its in your best interest to submit. I mean, how are you going to get your daughter to lick your cunt if I beat it out of you?”